I am fucking exausted. physically and mentally. i cried 4 times today. I moved from portland maine to nashua nh. my car was towed by aaa. there is no room for any of my shit and I kinda realized i don’t really like my moms boyfriend some time after i walked in on him in the bathroom. ohh and im fucking raggin in, starting today. and a child called me a freak. but the absolute worst most exausting thing of all is missing my fiance. my heart is aching. i know it will get easier and better and we both will get stronger but these first few days are going to push me, push us. at least im getting a phone in a couple of days; unlimited texting is blissful!
